Ahh. Mid-October. I love it! It smells like the thought of a cold chill running down your back as you wonder what your next move should be, only to realize that no matter what you do, you can’t win. And tra-la-la-la-de, more apathetic emotions to come later.

I guess it can’t be all that bad though.

I want to apologize to my .. oh.. three readers, for not posting a god damn thing in such a long time. I was going through some pretty rough times at the end of August through now. I can’t deny that it hasn’t gotten any better. There’s so many things going on at the moment that I can hardly think straight enough to write about them all; but, I’ll start and probably won’t finish.

I won’t get into all the things that have gone horribly wrong, but just by looking at the picture to the right (I call it, exhibit A), I’m pretty sure you’ll be able to figure out what has happened.

It’s not one of those particularly inspiring, awe-striking, proud moments that everyone makes it out to be. It’s not something I would call an accomplishment or any type of positive, forward moving event. I can say in all honesty that I was mislead, deceived, and lied to.

That’s all that really needs to be said about August 29th, 2008.

Do you remember that girl I took to the Journey concert back in July? Well despite all of the times I screwed up while on dates and just talking to her, she still decided to be with me; after months of consideration, of course.

It’s only been a little over a month since we’ve been together, “Officially”, and everything is going great so far. I worry about the so-called “honey-moon” phase ending, but after really thinking about everything, I don’t think that can happen.

We have something real unique, Isabel and I, that I don’t believe will end anytime soon. I’m real lucky to have her. And even though she’ll probably never even glance at this a second time, I know she’d appreciate the picture. I think the Mongolian police took it while responding to a fire.

I turned 20 last week, on the 7th. No big party, no gifts, really, not even my family. It’s all starting to fade away too quickly, and honestly; it’s a really weird feeling knowing that it’s all down hill from now on.

Isabel is such a sweetheart. She coooked dinner for me and a few friends and even made me a cake! I wish I had taken a picture of it, but I think there’s still a large piece left.

Even though there wasn’t anything big for me on my birthday, I had a great day.

Thanks.

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